竹影暗香

2009年7月31日            星期五            天气：晴朗

南瓜（PUMPKIN）

花语：宽大

七月的最后一天。

因为昨晚睡前喝了一晚冰豆花，从凌晨吐到早上，咽喉被胃酸刺激得发疼。

很多的时候明明嘴上说着脸上笑着，但是身体却告诉自己不是这样的，不是。比心更诚实，

坐在浴室的地板上，翻出KATE WALSH的《YOUR SONG》来听，想起格蕾里面的故事——确实只有这里才是每个人能真正面对自己的地方。成长，意味着隐忍。

又开始抱着村上的书，从《一九七三年的弹子球》到《世界尽头与冷酷仙镜》，清醒冷静却又荒诞的笔触，步步为营。再没有能比他的文字更深的我心了吧。在去江浙一带游玩的路上，还惦念着是否有些书店能存有一两本《奇鸟行状录》，终是不得。

兜兜转转。岔路那么多，能走的只有一个方向，那又有什么好彷徨的呢。明明是在按部就班的生活着，却觉得步调失调。终是不甘。

趴在我的窗前，静静休憩。

Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a face
I'm stuck on a boy who feels me with joy
I knew I was wrong to
jump straight on into this picture so pretty
But he is so pretty to me
And he doesn't know just how far I would go
Just to kiss him
He doesn't know how I pine
Kate Walsh
So I make whirlpools
And watch him sparkle
And we'll make love make magic
And haven't you heard?
I thought I had first
And he loves me so
We're two in a row
Just look in his eyes
They're blue as the skies
are picture so pretty
but he is so pretty to me
So I make whirlpools
And watch him sparkle
And we'll make love make magic
But I couldn't tell you
Just tell that it takes you
'Cause words don't make
what I make with him
Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a face
I'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy
I knew I was wrong
to jump straight on into this picture so pretty
but he is so pretty to me